skeed as fuck right now.

i love laying down when i feel like this. so excited to just lay down.

murp.

I love my boyfriend more then anyone else in the world. We have a fucked up relationship but we get through it together and that is all that matters. My moments with him are countless ; I feel so infinate & there is no other place I would rather be. Even if we are just shooting basketball or walking around I grow closer and closer to him. We have our differences ; our problems ; our little fights ; even the big ones but if anyone knows what love is they know that at the end of the night , their heart won’t go to anyone else. <3 I never want to loose him again , and this time I won’t let it happen.

i finally have my bestfriend back.

baby, if i could tell you a million times i would ; i love you so much. no matter what shit we went through in the past i am gunna hold it down forever. no other person compares to you in my eyes. love is crazy ; i have always said it , but i always had faith that if it was real it would find a way. yes , we are goin through some shit , but at the end of the day this is it ; it’s us against the world babe.

Recently, I find myself leaning on weed & alcohol to get me through this.  Every day I have had off the past two weeks I have got completely wasted to the point I couldn’t even walk or smoking. 

I know I shouldn’t be doing this, but it helps miss you less.

ah fuck.

hungover as fuck & i have to be at work in twenty minutes.
I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE AWAKE.

oh well, round two tomorrow night. hell yes. ;)